The Nuisance

Why do people deal with me? Why? I'm not worth it!
. . . I just lost one of my best friends because of it . . . I always lose people . . . No one wants me around . . . I'm pushed into a dark corner. I'm still hated, no one has the heart to say it, though . . . I stress too much . . . The real world is gonna destroy me . . . I need to stop hiding in my books . . . Katniss Everdeen, Max Ride, Harry Potter, they don't exist . . . They aren't my friends . . . I have no friends . . . My boyfriend is probably dating me out of pity . . . If you know me and think this, then say something . . . Push me farther into the dark . . . I will break free one day . . .

Picking up the Pieces

Hey again! Sorry it's been awhile
I got a laptop, all nice and pretty. YAY!! Completly worth the money. My friend Cody fixed it for me, he rocks.
I quit being Stage Manager for "Red, White, and Tuna". I wasn't ready for it, and I was tired of being yelled at constantly. I quit, and life has gotten better. I'm now doing Capoeira every Thursday, and it feels sooooooo good. For those of you who don't know what it is, it's basically combat dancing. Youtube it for a better idea.
Kallen (Douchebag) is now acting like I don't exist and I'm some demon. Rachel broke up with him not too long ago, I wish he was happy again . . . Why do I care? He has hurt me so much, called me so many things, said so many lies, yet he deserves to be happy . . . God, I must be screwed up . . .
Well, my heart is now being fixed. I'm dating Ryan, my best friend. He is awesome, and seeing Kallen doesn't hurt anymore. It's great
I have to split, I'm a horrible blogger. Peace out, future reader, and may we Merry Meet Again