Summer: Day Twenty Four

Okay, I have nothing worth reporting. Just, need to vent out frustrations.
So, I like some guys besides my boyfriend right now. I know, It's bad. They are remaining mostly nameless.But, freaking a**, I feel like crap from Ryan. I never feel good because of him. I always get bashed, and when I try to tell him, I get told I'm causing it myself. Maybe I am, I don't know. I, just wish it didn't hurt . . .

Summer: Day Twenty

I have had an up and down four days.
Well, Saturday, I hung out with Ryan and played a lot of Majora's Mask at his house, got kinda far on Ocarina of Time
On Sunday, I had the first night of Cross Country. The new people (AKA the 7 of us, including Thomas, Nicole, Sydney, this freshman name Timmy, two girls I don't remember, and I) only ran one lap around Glendoveer park, which is 2 miles. It felt soooooo good, so glad I'm doing it :)
On Monday, it was the fourth of July. I went and hung out with Ryan for about three hours. We walked to this cool bridge on Stark and it was so tight underneath it, but I got caught by stinging nettle. Ouch. Came home after some Blizzards and our family friends, the Vescovi's, came over and we ate and ate and ATE. I was sooooo full. We went out at 10 o'clock to light our fireworks, but there were five houses around us who did the illegal fireworks. We had a great show.
Now, today. Ryan is going on vacation for three or more weeks, partially at the beach, partially at his brother's house in Washington. I'm going to miss him so much.
But, right now, I'm pissed. So, I've been playing Ocarina of Time, and I got to the Forest Temple. I can't save, haven't been worrying about it. Get on about 15 minutes to play, and my screen is black. I can't fix it. So, what does the game do? IT GOES TO THE MAIN MENU!! I have to start completly over . . . I am so angry . . .

Summer: Day Sixteen

Okay, I'm loving Project 64, except for the fact that I CAN'T SAVE!!!
Nothing else to report, maybe later

Summer: Day Fifteen

Hey guys!
Well, I woke up at 11:15 this morning to my brother banging on my window. I go and open the front door, and Tristen + his friends Jordan, Christian, Dean, and Lane run in, being loud as hell. They are here for an hour and in that time, I've been called a slut, punched, and forced to do Tristen's chore so he can go hang out with friends. UGH! Well, after that, I went to Ryan's house (Ran into my friend Chad Peterson on the way, that was nice, then got a ride from Ryan's sister Rachel). Four hours of feeling stupid while playing Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask, Rachel gave me a ride home. Now I'm here, and now that I have Project 64 (A cool program that lets me play N64 games on my computer), I'm going to go play some SSB, then some Ocarina of Time. Alright, enjoy your readings

Summer: Day Fourteen

It's 1:28 am. YAY!! So tired, should sleep . . .
Oh, yesterday, got my PR on running of 9 minutes, 2 seconds, and 29 hundredths of a second. Woohoo!
Nothing else to report, goodnight
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Hello again! Now it's about 8:06 PM. Sorry for not posting the past couple days, kinda been busy/lazy. Okay, so I saw Cars 2 two days ago (6/27) and it was fantastic! Saw it with Alex Veeneedaal and Shannon Price. I call her Shan-nn-nn-nn-nn-nn-nn-nn-nn-nn-nn-nn-nn-nn-nn-nngins! It's fun to say. The movie was great, I think the three of us will go see Winnie the Pooh together when that comes out.
Not much happened yesterday (6/28) besides my run with Kyle. Man, I hurt so much after that, my legs were on fire. Man, I love running. 4 more days until XC starts!
Okay, so today was nice. Woke up around 11, then went to Peninsula Park with Ryan and his family at 4. It is this gorgeous park in Portland with lots of roses, so I wore my rose shirt. Ryan and I played Hackey Sack, ate hot dogs + dill pickle chips, and played in the fountain. It was a fantastic day. Nothing to add, good night readers

Summer: Day Eleven

Well, guys, it's currently 12:12 am, I can't seem to type, and I'm crying again.
I was on the phone with Justin and Mack and Justin was talking about how I'm not going to be able to hold up my sex goal (to stay a virgin until marriage) if I'm with him. I said I wasn't going to date him because I'm with Ryan, and he said "Well B, not every breakup is planned". All of us got silent, because the words sunk in and we were all realizing how it was said and how each of us took it. Mack in a "Oh dude, bad move", Justin in a "Ah shit, what did I just say?", and me in a "God dammit" because I was crying. So much pain still. Justin was smart and left, not wanting me to cry more. I basically poured my heart out to Mack, crying harder. Mack comforted me well, but now it's gonna be a long night . . .
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Alright, now it's 10:05, and I feel somewhat better. Cried my eyes out until I feel asleep, which took about 2 hours or so. Well, today is going to be better. Still can't seem to spell, but I'm gonna go work the Snack Shack at the Baseball fields for my Dad, who is the President of the Little League here. Everyone is gonna help. Will most likely write about how that went. For now, goodbye traveler

Summer: Day Ten

Hey guys
Well, now I'm crying. Ummm, well, my friends Justin and Mack want me to date either of them, or both. They are messing with my heart and tearing it apart again. God, it's so fragile from Kallen still . . . Ryan doesn't know, I don't want him to get mad at me, or worry about me. I want him to have a good day, that's all
Nothing else to note, might write back later. No running today, Kyle and I are gonna run a 2 mile tomorrow. Bye guys

Summer: Day Nine

A fantastic day!
Alright, so woke up this morning around 9:15 and chilled. Kyle called and we went and ran 1.52 miles. Man, it hurt so good. I'm about 90 percent positive I'm going to do XC (Cross Country), just gonna give it a bit more thought.
Came home after that, and my mom invited me to go swimming. So her, Kami, and I first went to Old Navy to get Kami a new swimsuit. I got another pair of Flip Flops! I love those so much, but my current pair will only last   me a couple more months. My new ones are blue. After that, we went to the East Portland Community Center to swim. We passed a Street called NE Failing. WIN!!
After swimming, the three of us went to YoCream, a frozen yogurt place. So much chocolate . . . Leave there, and Heloise calls me to see if I want to hang out. The two of us, plus Rachel (She is mentioned earlier in the blog, the one who dated Kallen). Hung out at the Imagination Station, a cool park. We then went and got Pizza at Godfathers, yummy. Then, McDonalds' ice cream! So much Junk Food, so glad I burned enough calories to make up for it. Heloise biked back to her host families' house, and Rachel's mom gave me a ride home. Now I'm chilling out at home, about ready to sleep.
Still unsure if I will make the thing going on between Cody and I a story. If I do, I will probably post it on here   under another blog, which I will give the address to under a special Blog name. I want Cody's permission first, we will see what happens.
Well, goodnight Weary Traveler. Come back soon

Summer: Day Eight

Alright, so I counted the days of summer, assuming school starts on September 7th, there are about seventy-four days of summer. So, about seventy-four posts. Alright, I think I can do that. But, my goal is to have no less than 60 posts. Just for those days I'm not at the computer or I forget, there is some leanway. Two weeks worth. well, now thirteen days, since I didn't post Day Six, I think. Oh well, not the point.
Okay, so woke up at ten am, that was nice. But, I did go to bed at one, so nine hours of sleep . . . I will live, I survived off four and a half yesterday. Still haven't gone running with Kyle, where is that boy? Oh well, I will be fine. Maybe I will actually go running on my own today.
Ryan-kun's friend Terrorance (His name is Terrance, but Ryan and I call him Terrorance) is visiting for the next six weeks, he moved to Ohio last year. Ryan and I are gonna go hang out with him sometime soon. Last year, Ryan told Terrorance we were dating, just to see if Terrorance would believe him. He did. This was bad, because I was with Kallen. Well, we will see if Terroance will believe him now
Nothing more, only been awake for an hour. Maybe I will go eat breakfast. Eh, oh well. Enjoy the rest your day, traveler

Summer: Day Seven

Well, the sunrise is gorgeous. Yeah, I'm up at 5 am here . . . Got about four and a half hours sleep. YAY for that one.
Nothing real exciting happened yesterday. I got forty dollars from my uncle to buy a trench coat, but my mom doesn't want me to have one. I shall have one! He also sent Tristen 3 rechargable XBox 360 controllers, so that is a nice change of pace, no more battery hunts. Kyle didn't go running with me yesterday! Apparently something called Sleep is more important. Hmmmmm, weird . . .
Yeah, that was basically my highlights of yesterday.
Nothing to really report on today, other than I thought I have. Okay, so Cody and I have this . . . I think "story" Is the best word to describe it . . . . going, it's been going on only by text message since last June/July. Yet, it's a really good tale and I want others to read it. Sadly, people hate our "RP" (as they would call it). They either just dislike RP or don't want to read our story. Cody would have to help me write it, and he has his own story going on, which is totally awesome, by the way. I don't know. Cody, since you are the only person that reads this so far, post a comment on what you think and text me back! For now, sleep well, readers. May we merry meet again

Summer: Day Five

Awesome day!
Alright, so the boob cuts (which look like a cat with six claws/ two cats with three claws) look better, but I got lucky. One kinda got really close to . . . well, yeah . . . Went to Ryan's today, played Hackey Sack, kissed a lot, and watched Gladiator, from where we left off (Maximus' last fight in the battles happening somewhere in Africa/Middle East) to the fourth day of the games when the retired gladiator comes in. I'm sad we left at such an intense part, I need to finish it!
I feel horrible, though. I can't get Kallen out of my head . . . I hate it, I want him gone. He haunts me now, he is a ghost that stalks me but isn't there. And yet, I want him there. I want him to be solid, to hug me, to tell me everything is going to be okay. I want him back. The old him, the one who loved me for me and not my body, who didn't deny me hugs and laughed and said hi and everything. I, just want the ghost to find peace. Maybe he is, and the only way he can is if I am not there . . . I will have to deal . . .
Yeah, after that, came home and played Guitar Hero. Kyle called me and we went running again, but farther this time. We came back, chilled for an hour, then he came inside and ate my mom's burnt chicken, which was really good. He liked it, thanked my mom, and split. Now, I'm writing and wishing Chris (Mailla) was online to chat. Oh well, nothing more for today. Goodnight, world, sleep well

Summer: Day Four

Hey, readers. So, yeah, painful day.
Went to Ryan's house, and we kissed a lot ^-^ Umm, but after that, I didn't have a car to get home, so I took Ryan's scooter while he ran with me. Going down hill with little bumps + no padding = Bad. My head is fine, but not the rest of me. Legs kinda scraped, under my left arm is scraped. My breast is also scratched, and that hurts the most. Owwww . . . Ryan took the Scooter and threw it away, calling it a Traitorous Swine. We walked home, and I felt like I was gonna throw up. An hour later, still do. I'm gonna hit the shower and clean it out. Peace out, everyone. STAY AWAY FROM SCOOTERS!!

Summer: Day Three

Hello again!
Alright, so my parents and brother Dakota are out of town for the weekend. I'm stuck with Kami and Tristen (my younger brother) until tomorrow around 11 pm. DANG IT! My friend Nathan's 17th party is tomorrow, and now I can't go. Oh well . . . Next time, I guess.
Well, I'm stuck babysitting now for the day until my older half sister Stephanie gets here around 7. UGH!!!!!! My mom wants mw to take Kami outside. It's raining. Heh, yeah right! Although, now I can't go running. Unless I take Kami with me. She can't run with me at all. She will slow me down. Oh well, I will most likely figure something out.
Okay, so for Plan Picnic!  . . . 40% chance of rain . . . Hmmmmm, I wonder if I can sneak into his room and set it up there or not. Or maybe invite him here . . . No, I don't want him to walk in the rain. It's suppose to be nice the rest of the week past Sunday, maybe on Monday. I need a day where I'm not babysitting. God, I wish I got paid for this . . . I could use the money . . .
I wonder what my friends are doing this summer, and if any want to hang out with me before school starts. I hope so, I don't want to be trapped in this hell  . . . God, damn . . .
Oh well, I have my sanctuary. Ryan's house, and Sona. Sona is a word for hello that Ryan, Travis (a friend of Ryan and I), and I use. It is also the name of my realm. I will leave it at that.
Nothing more to report for the day, I think. Merry Meet, traveler
(LATER IN THE DAY)
Hello once more.
It's weird, everytime I read this, it's either in my voice or GLaDOS' Voice. Weird . . .
Oh well! So, didn't go running today (Sorry, Kyle). Talked to Ryan a lot today, which was nice. We will most likely hang out tomorrow, we shall see what happens.
Talked to my friend Christian today. I met him on Kongregate (Flash Game Website) with his gamertag being mailla. I sent him a link to this blog, he should be following it soon, I hope.
Well, Tristen is addicted to Minecraft. He is getting an intervention from the laptop. No questions asked.
Well, Nothing really exciting has happened today. But, maybe something tomorrow. Sleep well, reader

Summer: Day Two

Hey guys who read this! Right now, it's just Cody. So, HI CODY!!
Alright, nothing major has happened so far today. Woke up at 9:15 to Kyle texting me if we wanted to go running at 10. I said no.
At 10:05, we were running around telling the dogs that were barking at us to shut up. Once we finished running, we played basketball with Kami and our friend Hannah. They both went inside for a bit, so Kyle and I just chilled. Made him lunch and he ate all the frosting out of my Tri-force cookies! He left around 1. Now I'm home alone. Heloise can't spend the night, but we are gonna hang out next week at her house, which has a trampoline and a pool. YAYNESS!!
I wonder who else will read this? Hmm, who knows. Time will tell, I guess.
Nothing else has happened. If anything more happens, I will post it in here. For now, Have a good day
LATER IN THE DAY:
Hey guys, again. Alright, so later on in my day, talked to Ryan-Kun, and I had a great idea for this summer. So, what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna go get a bunch of lunch stuff from the store and set up a picnic down at the park. Then, I'm gonna ask him to come to the park and we are gonna have a picnic! I think it's a good idea, but I need it to not be raining. Oh well, it will happen one day soon.
I went to a meeting for ODS (Outdoor School) in my school district. They are talking about cutting it, and we are trying to get it back up and working. We need a lot of money so every kid can go. I hope we can do it.
Nothing major happened besides that. Oh well, will post tomorrow. Sleep well, readers

Summer: Day One

The summer has officially begun!
Okay, nothing really interesting happened today. Babysat my sister Kami, who was good until she wouldn't give me my hacky sack and threw a fit because I wouldn't take her to the park.
Once my mom came home, I went and ran around my old middle school, Walt Morey, with my friend Kyle. I've known him since 3rd grade, but we became friends this year. iGracias, Clases de Espanol y Ingles! Beforehand, he was a pain in my butt. We fought and didn't particually get along. This year, though, we became friends.
I don't run. Never had run just to run until today. But, on Monday, Kyle asked me to go running with him. I said yes, now knowing why. Upon asking him later, he said it was because I lived close by and my personality. "I knew you would be willing to do it. It's just your personality. It's headstrong, all in or not at all. It's a good thing, especially in running". We took about 10 minutes running around, and my legs were burning by the end. But, Kyle is a boss. He ran for 20 minutes to my house, we ran for 10 minutes, then he ran back home! 50 minutes of almost non stop running. Kyle rocks
After that, I went to Ryan-Kun's house. We played two rounds of Super Smash Bro Melee. We have a setting. I'm almost always Dark Pit. He is Dark Link. We always go against opponents who are Dark. I have never won. Ryan is the Prince of Darkness, but I shall win one day!
After that, well, you can imagine what we did after that :3
Came home and I'm trying to make plans with Heloise to spend the night so we can see Pirates 4 before she goes back to Guadalupe. Yeah, that's right, she leaves in the Carribean.
Well, that's the main points of today. Will repost as much as I can. For now, peace!

The Nuisance

Why do people deal with me? Why? I'm not worth it!
. . . I just lost one of my best friends because of it . . . I always lose people . . . No one wants me around . . . I'm pushed into a dark corner. I'm still hated, no one has the heart to say it, though . . . I stress too much . . . The real world is gonna destroy me . . . I need to stop hiding in my books . . . Katniss Everdeen, Max Ride, Harry Potter, they don't exist . . . They aren't my friends . . . I have no friends . . . My boyfriend is probably dating me out of pity . . . If you know me and think this, then say something . . . Push me farther into the dark . . . I will break free one day . . .

Picking up the Pieces

Hey again! Sorry it's been awhile
I got a laptop, all nice and pretty. YAY!! Completly worth the money. My friend Cody fixed it for me, he rocks.
I quit being Stage Manager for "Red, White, and Tuna". I wasn't ready for it, and I was tired of being yelled at constantly. I quit, and life has gotten better. I'm now doing Capoeira every Thursday, and it feels sooooooo good. For those of you who don't know what it is, it's basically combat dancing. Youtube it for a better idea.
Kallen (Douchebag) is now acting like I don't exist and I'm some demon. Rachel broke up with him not too long ago, I wish he was happy again . . . Why do I care? He has hurt me so much, called me so many things, said so many lies, yet he deserves to be happy . . . God, I must be screwed up . . .
Well, my heart is now being fixed. I'm dating Ryan, my best friend. He is awesome, and seeing Kallen doesn't hurt anymore. It's great
I have to split, I'm a horrible blogger. Peace out, future reader, and may we Merry Meet Again

The Beginning

Well, hey people who like to read blogs. My name is Bailey, and I am a sophomore in High School. Wha to blog about? Well, let's start with how life is going: 

Shitty.

My Ex-Boyfriend Kallen, who I dated for a year (almost, one week off), is now dating my best friend. Thanks Rachel, nothing says "I'm sorry for dating Ian after he broke up with you" then doing it again. I'm working on getting over him, but it's hard. Oh well. Let's see, what else? Oh, there is a list of people who want to kill him. It consists of mostly guys, a couple girls, though. I don't want him hurt, he is awesome . . . when he isn't being a douche or telling me to fuck off. Well, moving away from him, there is Jacob. He is a freshman, and he likes me. A lot. But, again, Kallen . . . Jacob decided last night that he was gonna stop trying to get me because I'm araid to hurt him . . . God, life is a beezy *sigh* Oh well, no more love problems

I'm Stage Manager for my high school. For those of you who don't know, It's a very important theatre position. I basically make sure everyone is working and then I call the technical cues for the show when it is going on. I love it so much. It's the first show I've called, though. Criss your fingers for me, please

I know I'm a crappy blogger, but this is all I got. Sorry, will post at some point. I don't have a computer, so school is the only place I can. Well, readers, will write again